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Real name: zoeii
Member Since: 09/09/2006
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my name is zoeii.
i am sixteen.
i like to write.
i do not like myself.

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  • There are times when I see someone that reminds me of someone from my past, someone who was important. It’s those moments that I get the tiny flashbacks, the ones you work so hard to block back out until you’re ready to deal them. Or someone will say a line, and suddenly you’re back in the sandbox in your backyard, and your neighbor is saying the same thing while he tries to steal your toy truck.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Joel/OFC
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 15
    Completed: No
    Word count: 5880
    Read Count: 658
    Chapters: 7
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    Published: 01/27/2008 - Updated:02/02/2011
  • Three months ago today I was diagnosed with cancer. I’ve endured ten weeks of chemotherapy, totaling into thirty visits to the hospital in attempt to delay the rampage of this animal of a disease. For every stomach ache, every up –chuck, every pound lost, every memory lost, and for every hair lost, Chris has been there, every step of the way.



    This is a story of cancer, the effect it has on all of us, and the bonds it forms while simultaneously destroying us. This is the story of Bella and Chris.
    Sequel to Breath in for Luck

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Chris/OFC
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 0
    Completed: No
    Word count: 738
    Read Count: 98
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 07/30/2010 - Updated:07/30/2010
  • Brian always wondered about him.
    Why he was so quiet.
    Why his eyes cast down when he thought.
    Why he was stuck in his head.
    Billy was a magnet to Brian, just as Brian was to Billy.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Billy/OMC
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: Crossover
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 35
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 14346
    Read Count: 2373
    Chapters: 12
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    Published: 05/12/2007 - Updated:06/09/2009
  • My cuticles are dry. My lips are chapped. My eyes sting. My bed is hard. My hair is knotted. My throat hurts. My muscles are weak. My skin is cold. My head aches. My stomach is twisted. My emotions are invisible. And they’re all pale. Pale like my white walls.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Self-Harm
    Series: None
    Reviews: 19
    Completed: No
    Word count: 6415
    Read Count: 912
    Chapters: 7
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    Published: 12/15/2007 - Updated:05/30/2009
  • We were always close, Chris and I. When the other girls had slumber parties, we had movie marathons. When other boys played video games, we went to the park like two little children. Cooties never existed. Cooties still don’t exist.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Chris/OFC
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 4
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 4306
    Read Count: 511
    Chapters: 5
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    Published: 04/21/2009 - Updated:05/28/2009
  • Need some extra cash? For all you morbid souls mourning over your life, here is your chance.
    Need some zest in your life? Writer’s block no more!
    Write a song for the up and coming band Metro Station; win some cash!
    Winner(s) receive(s) $500 in cash immediately.
    Entries due July 1st. See other side for contact details.

    Joel stood next to Kelsey, his newly found female friend, both eyes glued to the bright yellow flyer stapled on the bulletin board outside Central Park. Both were in desperate need of money, the problem that had brought the two of them together.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Joel/OFC
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 3939
    Read Count: 117
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 05/20/2009 - Updated:05/25/2009
  • Dans la ville de Paris, tout est merveilleux.
    Everything except for the fact the Joel speaks absolutely no French.
    Lucky for him, Clara speaks English fluent enough to translate.
    Sparks may or may not fly, because, well, you know...
    Nous sommes dans la ville d'armour!

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Joel/OFC
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 3
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2456
    Read Count: 248
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 04/25/2009 - Updated:05/06/2009
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