Black Dawn
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Member Since: 01/17/2005
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Welcome To My Life


My life consists of writing, reading and music. Sometime in between I take the time to sleep, even though that doesn't happen on a regular basis.


I appreciate comments and constructive criticism...

Random information:

I'm going to marry Kurt Cobain in a future life, find Richey Edwards and live next door to Sid and Nancy with my friend Frank who is a movie star. If you would like to see Frank, please watch the film Donnie Darko. It's good, I promise.

Good books & authors

The Catcher in the Rye, The war zone, Sickened, Blackbird, And I Don't Want To Live This life and The Bell Jar are good books, read them. "Vingklippt ngel" och "Ett ufo gr entr" are two of the best books ever, but you can't read them unless you understand Swedish. Too bad for you. Tolkien is God, Peter Jackson destroyed his books. Robert Jordan and Robin Hobb are both amazing and Eddings will always have a warm place in my heart. Pullman is okay. Read Harry Potter, it's a good laugh. There are so many books and writers I have forgotten, I know, but I'll be back with more.

Music

I can't write down all the different bands that I like, that would take forever. Just listen to what you like and be happy if possible, okay? But Manic Street Preachers, Nirvana, Nine Inch Nails and Smile Empty Soul rocks. Just incase you wanted to know.


Alla som inte kan Svenska kommer att undra vad det str hr, och det finner jag vldigt lustigt. Eh, jag har konstig humor.


Feel free to contact me; Liselle_jag@hotmail.com

I just have MSN at the moment due to computer problems, but you can add me there if you want, my mail is listed above. I won't bite you, I promise...Well, unless you want me to...



Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns arent lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.

--Dorothy Parker, 1926



  • Joel's stars won't glow and there is nothing he can do about it....I know, no warnings again, but you might want to give it a shot, it won't hurt you.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 3
    Completed: No
    Word count: 659
    Read Count: 132
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 05/10/2005 - Updated:05/10/2005
  • We are the same, but think I have found my difference now. It was my decision and I chose this. You did not. I know that there are no warnings and that this might seem boring, but I would really appreciate if you gave it a chance. Maybe you'll like it. If you have a weird mind and like thinking.There are mentions of death in here, not in the warnings though.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 3
    Completed: No
    Word count: 732
    Read Count: 84
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 05/04/2005 - Updated:05/04/2005
  • I'm not crazy. I'm not. I'm just a very special boy.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Self-Harm
    Series: None
    Reviews: 9
    Completed: No
    Word count: 1378
    Read Count: 113
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 04/26/2005 - Updated:04/26/2005
  • Long ago, there was something in me, but now that thing is gone. Now that thing is gone, that thing is gone. I cannot cry. I cannot care. That thing will come back no more.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 4
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1618
    Read Count: 62
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 04/07/2005 - Updated:04/07/2005
  • All my life I have done everything you've asked me to, I have given you all that your heart might desire. When you needed me I was there, when you wanted me I was there, but when I asked for your help...You turned away..

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Rape
    Series: None
    Reviews: 7
    Completed: No
    Word count: 4588
    Read Count: 341
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 02/08/2005 - Updated:02/16/2005
  • I let him break me. I let him mutilate my heart into little pieces. And in the end, I'm going to let him kill me.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Rape
    Series: None
    Reviews: 9
    Completed: No
    Word count: 1471
    Read Count: 52
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 02/14/2005 - Updated:02/14/2005
  • "Benji, look at the starsAren't they beautiful?" The tired fifteen year old boy looked at his twin with a newly found enthusiasm in his brown eyes, silently pointing at the sky.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 10
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1261
    Read Count: 166
    Chapters: 1
    📘 🚩
    Published: 02/09/2005 - Updated:02/09/2005
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