Real name: Amber
Member Since: 08/05/2005
Last Login: Unavailable Skin: Revival
Loves:
Writing. Reading. Drawing. Making graphics. Music. Shoes. Hats. Being vegetarian 2004-2007. Being unique. Rambling. My friends. Being clean. Being artistic. Being secretive. Being observant. Being a "perfectionist". Being reclusive/solitude. Being self-controlled. Being intellectual. Being emotionally sensitive. Being narrative. Animals. Art. Make-up. Converses. Adidas. Jelly bands. Movies. Crucifixes. Coca-Cola. Old cars. Vintage Stuff. Victorian Houses. Horses. Poems. Blinky/shiny objects. Games. The internet. Children. Playing with children. Spring. Most of my family. Eyeliner. Pictures. Quotes. James Dean. William Shakespeare. My Mother. Reading. Roses. Running. Being me.
Hates:
When people questioned why I was vegetarian. Labelers. Heights. Blood. Shopping. Fighting- verbally/physically. Allergies. People who don't listen. Summer weather. Large parties. Being irritable. Druggies. Drugs. Abusive alcoholics. People who constantly complain. Needles. Fish. Cherry flavoring. Medicine. Impatience. Snakes. Maggots. Participating in sports. My father
I try hard to write good stories for you all, but sometimes I don't succeed. But it's the thought that counts, right? I know, I suck at MST's.
My birth-date is Sunday, September 16, 1990.
Anything else about me? Not sure. Wanna know more? Just IM me.
Live Life As If It's Your Last Day Alive
"Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you walk into an open sewer and die."- Mel Brooks
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Maybe it was her. Maybe she was talking to me. It's just the only way she can is through dreams.
Categories: Het Pairings
Characters: Benji/OFC
Genres: Romance, Suspense
Story Type: None
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 12/21/2006 - Updated:12/21/2006 -
Ribbons can make a nice decoration in the beautiful girl's cinnamon-scented hair.
(Sequel to Her)Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
Characters: Joel/OFC
Genres: Comedy, Romance
Story Type: None
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 12/20/2006 - Updated:12/20/2006 -
The green lights resemble her eyes, the light yellow-almost-white ones resemble her skin, and the bright pink-almost-red ones resemble her hair.
Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
Characters: Joel/OFC
Genres: Comedy, Romance
Story Type: None
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 12/20/2006 - Updated:12/20/2006 -
I look out the big window where the city lights are and turn Matthew so that he's toward it as well and we just stare for a little bit. His tired eyes will close soon, I know. But…just imagine. In a few days, he'll be out in that world and in a matter of years; he'll have to learn to face it on his own, like I did.
(Trequel to Her)Categories: Het Pairings
Characters: Joel/OFC
Genres: None
Story Type: None
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 12/20/2006 - Updated:12/20/2006 -
Joel left Memphis and starts to feel sorry about it. Not only because of his inner feelings, but because Benji bugged him about her.
Categories: Band Centric
Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 12/12/2006 - Updated:12/13/2006 -
Jezebel learns who she cares about and why/how.
*Seventh Part to Face Down*
--Based on the song Seventeen Ain't Sweet by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus--Categories: Band Centric
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 12/09/2006 - Updated:12/11/2006 -
Anastasia tells about her troubles with Benji after his helping of her. Her troubles slowly lead to her death, but after her death, something good happens for her and Benji.
*Tenth Part to Face Down*
--Based on the song The Grim Goodbye by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus--Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
Characters: Benji/OFC
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 12/05/2006 - Updated:12/05/2006 -
Benji says he's happy about Jezebel coming out of her depression, but notes that he's worried about Anastasia. Can he help her?
*Ninth Part to Face Down*
--Based on the song Disconnected by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus--Categories: Band Centric
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 12/05/2006 - Updated:12/05/2006 -
Jezebel tells how she's going through depression and eventually gets help from her father. Not only her father does she get the help from, but one of his best friends, Billy. Amongst her depression, others' depressions show up.
*Eighth Part to Face Down*
--Based on the song Waiting by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus--Categories: Band Centric
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 12/05/2006 - Updated:12/05/2006 -
Anastasia and Jezebel go through at least one heartbreak of their own; Anastasia's unexpected and Jezebel's heartbreaks effecting her whole existence and thoughts. Maybe Benji isn't so great...
*Sixth Part to Face Down*
--Based on the song False Pretense by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus--Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
Characters: Benji/OFC
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 12/02/2006 - Updated:12/03/2006 -
Surreality can be so nice.
Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
Characters: Joel/OFC
Genres: Comedy, Romance
Story Type: None
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 11/22/2006 - Updated:11/23/2006 -
Anastasia and Benji cope with the next step they choose to take in their marriage and deal with how their daughter reacts to it.
*Fifth Part to Face Down*
--Based on the song Cat and Mouse by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus--Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
Characters: Benji/OFC
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 10/27/2006 - Updated:10/28/2006 -
Anastasia describes her current relationship with Benji and both of them are unhappy.
*Fourth Part to Face Down*
--Based on song Misery Loves Its Company by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus--Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
Characters: Benji/OFC
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 10/25/2006 - Updated:10/27/2006 -
Benji and his wife go through the dilemma's with their children, the love the two of them share, and then the love they share as a family.
Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
Characters: Benji/OFC
Genres: Angst, Comedy, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 10/22/2006 - Updated:10/24/2006 -
Anastasia goes through her fifth anniversary with Benji, then Halloween with him and their daughter, and then a crisis that hurts them all.
*Trequel to Face Down*
--Based on song Damn Regrets by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus--Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
Characters: Benji/OFC
Genres: Drama, Romance, Suspense
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 10/23/2006 - Updated:10/24/2006 -
Anastasia describes the "pebble" her and Benji go through in this story.
*Sequel to Face Down*
--Based on the song Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus--Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
Characters: Benji/OFC
Genres: Angst
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 10/22/2006 - Updated:10/23/2006 -
Anastasia loves him, but when the pain gets to be too much, she decides she wants out of the relationship.
--Based on the song Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.--Published: 10/19/2006 - Updated:10/20/2006 -
Sometimes when you love your kids so much, you think about the past. And you hope you never become what you never wanted to be. But then, when you're convinced you won't do the wrong thing, you get worried with what your wife could turn around and do. And so, concern takes place.
*Sequel to While You Were Gone*Categories: Band Centric
Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Story Type: Future Fic
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 10/16/2006 - Updated:10/17/2006 -
Mina the Whore gets dirty with Syn behind Shadows' back.
Categories: Het Pairings
Characters: Benji/OFC, Joel/OFC
Genres: Drama, Suspense
Story Type: None
Warnings: None
Series: NonePublished: 10/10/2006 - Updated:10/11/2006 -
At first I thought I couldn't have a relationship with Joel. But then I did. And he ended it. Then I screwed things up with Benji. Now that I'm having Joel's children, I'm so screwed...
Published: 09/05/2006 - Updated:10/05/2006