lifes scar
Real name: Kay
Member Since: 01/17/2005
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Skin: Revival

I apologize, but at the moment all stories are on hold. 10-08-07



  • What would you do to protect the one you love? Would you give yourself up? Would you do anything to keep them safe?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Rape, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 80
    Completed: No
    Word count: 19697
    Read Count: 3226
    Chapters: 8
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    Published: 05/29/2005 - Updated:02/22/2008
  • Behind him was thrown a shaking form, Benji was sure whoever it was wasnít shivering, probably anger or shame. The pale shoulders were bloodied and bare, his back lined with fresh whip marks. His pale brown hair was matted down with sweat and blood and his labored breathing filling the room with a slight sense of dread.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Rape
    Series: None
    Reviews: 218
    Completed: No
    Word count: 61764
    Read Count: 3622
    Chapters: 27
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    Published: 01/19/2005 - Updated:08/03/2006
  • Will Joel's Family be able to help him through the roughest thing anyone should have to go through or will he collapse under the pressure?

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Rape, Suicide
    Series: None
    Reviews: 36
    Completed: No
    Word count: 11713
    Read Count: 975
    Chapters: 6
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    Published: 02/23/2005 - Updated:12/14/2005
  • Sometimes you have to roll with whatís thrown at you. Familyís the most important thing to these young men but people will take that overboard; people will use the innocence handed to children to sate their own sick desires. What does it take for two brothers to convince Joel that what their mother is doing is wrong; that he doesnít need that kind of love?

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Underage Sex, Rape, Drug Use
    Series: None
    Reviews: 9
    Completed: No
    Word count: 4708
    Read Count: 469
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 11/28/2005 - Updated:12/14/2005
  • Too much? How could he give me too much? I took the same as him? How could I react like this and him not be the same? How long has he been using these? How long?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Drug Use
    Series: None
    Reviews: 9
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 4701
    Read Count: 202
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 12/09/2005 - Updated:12/09/2005
  • Iím not afraid of tomorrow, Iím only scared of myself, Feels like my insides are on fire, And Iím looking through the eyes of someone else.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Violence, Rape, Self-Harm
    Series: None
    Reviews: 15
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 7637
    Read Count: 510
    Chapters: 4
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    Published: 11/20/2005 - Updated:12/04/2005
  • You are still untouched; unburnt by the hands of a mislead love... if that's what it is. No, of a mislead desire. Of an evil lust that blisters the heart and causes the soul to smolder. You've never felt a harmful hand the way I have. The bruises on your arms have long passed but there's still bruises on my hips, bruises on my thighs. My chest tightens as I stare at you; watching a smirk fill your face as you turn over, smiling at me.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Underage Sex, Rape
    Series: None
    Reviews: 28
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 9631
    Read Count: 838
    Chapters: 4
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    Published: 02/17/2005 - Updated:11/29/2005
  • And sometimes love leaves you feeling empty, gone without a chance to come back, tearing at your soul until there is nothing left except for the residing feeling that use to be there, the knowledge that you use to have everything you could ever dream for

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 12
    Completed: No
    Word count: 3426
    Read Count: 94
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 03/09/2005 - Updated:04/07/2005
  • He smirked at the thought, licking his lips once again for show watching as Matt looked him up and down. He watched as Matt's eyes widened slightly before a smirk fell onto his face as well.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Joel/OMC
    Genres: None
    Story Type: Crossover
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 11
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 2175
    Read Count: 139
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 01/28/2005 - Updated:01/28/2005
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