kortrhill
Real name: Kyle
Member Since: 01/14/2013
Last Login: 07/09/2017
Skin: Lifestyles



  • As I look back on those times, I can't help but think of how ignorant I was. I didn't know how to describe my feelings then; nor do I know how to describe them now. There's always been a fine, blurry, line between love and lust. With a simple mind I confused the two and now, I'm living without you. This time of year will forever bring back the worst memory, and my hardest lesson.

    You.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 4
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2726
    Read Count: 130
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 01/30/2014 - Updated:02/11/2014
  • "Lennon," Benji finally spoke as he took a small step forward, blinking the tears to finally fall. He tried to take his next step, but looked like he had hit a brick wall. Something invisible was holding him from being near me. And, something was holding me from being near him. He sighed loudly, nodding once before he spoke again. "You're keeping me from you. You did this. I love you."

    "Wha- Benji? What's happening?" I almost yelled towards him. The breeze that had been barely whisping by had picked up to what felt like tornadic winds. As if he were made of old stone, Benji's body started to crumble. The last to burst into rubble was his beautiful, angelic, face; his lips mouthed a silent 'I love you,' once more and then landed in a heaping pile on the ground along with the rest of what he'd become.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Mystery, Romance, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Death, Drug Use, Self-Harm, Suicide
    Series: Through Hell and High Water
    Reviews: 14
    Completed: No
    Word count: 4752
    Read Count: 195
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 08/22/2013 - Updated:09/08/2013

  • There's all sorts of songs about growing up in a small town. How great it is to know everyone, and how much people love to know you. I have a question for these people. Are you dumb? Do you realize that celebrities have more privacy than you do? We all have our own lives, and our own stories- But, are they really ours? Is it possible, in a town such as Waldorf, to have- really anything that belongs to you and only you?


    Hi, my name is Lennon Harper-leigh Gage, and I'll be the first to tell you that, in this town, nothing is yours. Your relationships, your home life, your friendships, your fights- none of them are solely yours. None. Of. Them.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Romance, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: Through Hell and High Water
    Reviews: 64
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 49852
    Read Count: 2163
    Chapters: 23
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    Published: 04/29/2013 - Updated:08/21/2013
  • I sighed as I looked at him. He looked so sad just staring back at me in disbelief.

    "I just can't figure out what I'm missing... what I need."

    He shook his head and shrugged- defeated, "You need a life you love and a place to keep you. You say that this is it. That
    I'm it. Are you sure?"

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Erotica, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse
    Series: None
    Reviews: 14
    Completed: No
    Word count: 9675
    Read Count: 407
    Chapters: 5
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    Published: 07/06/2013 - Updated:08/07/2013
  • That smile. It had faded so quickly while it was I who tried to bring it on. What is it about her that makes him so happy? Better yet, what is it about me that makes him so bitter? No. What is it about us that's so wrong? Maybe it's him. Maybe it's just me. Maybe it was Memphis.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC, Joel/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Drug Use, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 22
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 45060
    Read Count: 1596
    Chapters: 25
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    Published: 03/07/2013 - Updated:04/17/2013
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