xDeadAndGonex
Real name: Nelli
Member Since: 02/24/2005
Last Login: Unavailable
Skin: Revival

can someone save me from this hell I've made?
can someone save me before it's too:
late nights have driven me insane.
from you, I feel so far away.
I'm all alone now in this hell I've made.
I'm all alone now.


Let's see... what to say? I'm 18, I live in Northern California, where there is one of the biggest music scenes in America. As well as one of the most violent cities in North America. I love to write, although I've never thought I was any good at it. I have an addiction to MySpace, I live on that website.

I think Joel and Hilary make the cutest couple EVER! (screw you if you hate her. She's the sweetest girl I ever met)

I love all kinds of music, mainly punk (REAL punk) and metal. But I'll admit to having a huge fondness for pop music, like Britney Spears, Nsync and Hilary Duff.

I don't care what people say about me, nor do I care what people think. I'm not a label, so don't ask me if I'm punk, goth, or any of that. I'm not scene, and labels are nothing to me. I am who I am.

I have a first degree black belt in Tae Kwon Doe and I hate martial arts with a passion now.

I grew up listening to rock music, and I went to my first concert when I was 8. I live to mosh and I have a high tolerance for pain. Most likely I come home from shows with black eyes and busted lips. I love it.

I hate people who claim to be punk, they annoy me. Punk isn't a style of clothing, nor a way of living no matter what anyone else says. It is a genre of music, nothing more. Punk is dead anyways, so why bother?

I love to protest, and I'm probably the most political person ever. I'm highly opinionated, so the last thing you'd ever want to do is debate with me because I guarantee you, you will lose.

I'm very outgoing, and hyper. I say what's on my mind, as it comes. I'm not shy whatsoever, and sometimes that's my biggest flaw.

I love to watch Fuse, and my favorite show ever is Degrassi. I also have the biggest girl crush on Mistress Juliya. That chick is hot and she kicks ass.


Also, Brenna (makelovehurt) is the awesomest person ever! Not to mention a kick ass writer and god mother to my lovely iPod. So check out her stories because they rock! And I said so!

some bands I love are: Eighteen Visons, Killswitch Engaged, Avenged Sevenfold, Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, My Chemical Romance, The Used, Underoath, The Killers, 5606, The Matches, Matchbook Romance, Motion City Soundtrack, Tragedy Andy, Mest, DESA, Street To Nowhere, The Soviettes, The Fleshies, Green Day, NOFX, MxPx, Sugarcult, From First To Last, Spitalfield, Armor For Sleep, Fall Out Boy, Nirvana, Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, Metallica, Arch Enemy, Thursday, Senses Fail, The Unseen, and so many more it's impossible to name them all.


So if I haven't scared you, or made myself seem very insane, and you want to talk to me, offer suggestions for my story or anything really on AIM I am DanDanxCore and on MSN I'm xpoetic_tragedyx@msn.com





  • *Sequel to 'Note To Self'* Della and Joel are finally together and from the outside everything seems perfect. But behind closed doors they're fighting to keep their relationship alive after one of them made a huge mistake. Everyone thought the turbulance was over, but it was only just beginning. Now they're both questioning whether their love is worth fighting for, or if its just time to quit.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Joel/OFC
    Genres: Comedy, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 15
    Completed: No
    Word count: 6607
    Read Count: 409
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 05/17/2005 - Updated:08/20/2006
  • Dylan is your average college girl, besides one flaw: She has an intense fear to be touched by men. When Dylan's best friend visits with hopes of renewing their fading friendship, she brings along some friends who help Dylan in overcoming her fears.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: None
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Rape, Self-Harm
    Series: None
    Reviews: 24
    Completed: No
    Word count: 14013
    Read Count: 449
    Chapters: 4
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    Published: 05/17/2005 - Updated:06/05/2005
  • Della is your average fashion design major; she's quirky, fun and somewhat shy. After earning an internship with MADE Clothing, she joins Benji, Joel and the rest of Good Charlotte on tour. But what happens when she developes feelings for her boss? Can his twin help her win his heart? Or will he fall for her in the process?

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC, Joel/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Romance, Comedy
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 356
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 49217
    Read Count: 4664
    Chapters: 19
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    Published: 02/24/2005 - Updated:05/05/2005


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