BleedingRain
Real name: Ronca
Member Since: 02/05/2005
Last Login: Unavailable
Skin: Revival

Yo. My name is Ronca, and I come from a little place called Woodcock. It's in Ontario. If you don't know what country I'm from, you're fucking daft.

I'm on the honor roll at school; as well as on the list of kids with behavourial problems. What can I say? I have issues doing what I'm told to do. I'm smart, but I'm a bitch that has to do things my way.

I'm not anti-social, but I don't like large crowds of people. I'm loved for my honesty but hated when I tell it like it is. If you piss me off; I'll tell you where you can shove it and if you prove to be loyal; I'll have your back for life.

I'm almost 16...I'm still pretty young, but I have all the fun I'm not supposed to have. I love to write, but I do it on my terms. I don't update quick enough for you? Fuck you. Don't nag me, it doesn't work.You want my stories updated, you can wait until I feel like posting. I have a life outside my computer.





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  • Joel Madden is in a lot of trouble. After a drunken one night stand, he tries to kill himself and lands in the local psych ward. He goes through very emotional times and his faith and strength are tested. When Joel is helped to realize he's gay, he finds himself falling in love with his roommate Benji. Is he really falling in love, or is he just falling in psych?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Underage Sex, Rape, Suicide, Self-Harm, Drug Use
    Series: None
    Reviews: 4
    Completed: No
    Word count: 4240
    Read Count: 88
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 12/20/2005 - Updated:12/20/2005
  • Taylor thinks she's a tough girl, and then she meets Benji. She's a bitch towards him and he still wants her. So they have sex, and it's very MST worthy.

    Categories: MSTs (deprecated)
    Characters: None
    Genres: None
    Story Type: Parody
    Warnings: Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 5
    Completed: No
    Word count: 5121
    Read Count: 52
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 11/12/2005 - Updated:11/12/2005
  • Erin is a typical lazy wanna-be punk. Her brother fights with her (schocker) and someone calls her a freak. Then Benji and Joel become heros and step in to rescue her.

    Categories: MSTs (deprecated)
    Characters: None
    Genres: None
    Story Type: Parody
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 5
    Completed: No
    Word count: 1011
    Read Count: 208
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 11/10/2005 - Updated:11/10/2005
  • Benji is a 16 year old kid who has nowhere else to go but boot camp. He's miserable and hates life; but he's a psychological genius. Emotionally; he's dead. Joel is his instructor and counselor for the year he is there. They hate each other, But can Benji open up his heart and let Joel bring his heart back to life? Or will he be too afraid to let him in and allow his gaurd to drop for love?Written with sparkles4joel; another amazing collaboration. Go ahead. Read it.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Violence, Underage Sex
    Series: None
    Reviews: 37
    Completed: No
    Word count: 8253
    Read Count: 143
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 10/17/2005 - Updated:10/26/2005
  • An MST of an MST, but it's pretty easy to read. Some people try to MST, but they don't have a clue.

    Categories: MSTs (deprecated)
    Characters: None
    Genres: None
    Story Type: Parody
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 12
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2944
    Read Count: 115
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 09/29/2005 - Updated:09/29/2005
  • City curfew is 11:00; but Joel Combs breaks the rules and is caught by a very hot Officer Madden...

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 21
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 3005
    Read Count: 518
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 09/27/2005 - Updated:09/27/2005
  • Benji is a high school kid with a lot of problems and an undying drug addiction. Then he meets Joel, an every day angel, who is trying to help Benji without getting deeply involved. Could he be Benjiís savior? For both of them, the line between reality and fantasy is confused, because even angels fall in love.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 42
    Completed: No
    Word count: 14744
    Read Count: 419
    Chapters: 4
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    Published: 06/16/2005 - Updated:09/25/2005
  • ďBenji!Ē I call. I try to find him, my twin. My soul mate. My lover. I donít know why weíre out here. I donít why we were severed from each other. All I know is that I wish he was around me again with his arms wrapped tightly around my waist. I want him to stare in my eyes and tell me that he loves me. We may never get out of here.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 730
    Read Count: 153
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 09/20/2005 - Updated:09/20/2005
  • The day had been perfectly normal. It had been a cold November morning, not heating up even the slightest in the afternoon. It was one of those days where the sky is just gray and itís not going to rain yet. But if you look up; your eyes start to hurt. And you know that if you arenít careful, something sinister behind those clouds is going to get into you and affect you like a virus.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 5
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 790
    Read Count: 149
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 09/19/2005 - Updated:09/19/2005
  • Benji and Joel canít stop fighting, and the two break up. Will they get back together, or will it be too late when they realize that they love each other? Co-written with InnocentGuiltyPleasure

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 3347
    Read Count: 296
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/18/2005 - Updated:08/18/2005
  • When Benji and Joel were only one, their parents divorced and the twins were separated for 16 years. Benji is poor but has a lot of love; Joel is rich with a troubled family. Somehow; they can still feel each other even though Joel has no idea Benji is alive. Joelís older brother Josh knows something about the past; but he isnít going to talk. When Joel is diagnosed with cancer, he must follow his gut instinct and search for Joshís dark childhood secret. What will happen when Joel learns he has a twin brother, and his only chance for survival rests on him?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 16
    Completed: No
    Word count: 8676
    Read Count: 147
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 08/15/2005 - Updated:08/16/2005
  • My name is Melanie. My grandfather was Billy Martin; and he was the wisest man I ever knew. I asked him to tell me a story of true love; but I got more than what I bargained for. His story was filled with true friendship; of joys and tears; and of loves and losses. My grandfather told me about life that day. Itís a story that took my grandfather a lifetime to complete.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Underage Sex, Rape, Suicide, Self-Harm
    Series: None
    Reviews: 35
    Completed: No
    Word count: 5585
    Read Count: 585
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 06/23/2005 - Updated:08/11/2005
  • Imagine; you're at a party with the person you're in love with. You plan to tell them how you feel the next day. But what if you made a fatal mistake?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 7
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1913
    Read Count: 155
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/09/2005 - Updated:08/09/2005
  • What if ghosts were real; and one of them fell in love with one of us? Co-written with the amazing InnocentGuiltyPleasure.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Violence, Underage Sex
    Series: None
    Reviews: 122
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 19342
    Read Count: 883
    Chapters: 6
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    Published: 07/05/2005 - Updated:08/05/2005
  • A long time ago, Joel was put under an evil spell by a witch named Lotrice. Heís become dark, evil and ugly. Nobody would ever desire him. Thatís good for Lotrice, because true love can break the spell. But when Benji steps into the picture, the control over Joel is challenged. Will Benji and Joel fall in love and break the spell before itís too late?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Violence, Underage Sex
    Series: None
    Reviews: 45
    Completed: No
    Word count: 6743
    Read Count: 583
    Chapters: 4
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    Published: 06/13/2005 - Updated:07/31/2005
  • You've never really thought of him like this until now. But don't sweat it; you can't be perfect or pure forever. Where does it say that this is wrong? He is your forbidden fruit...

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 8
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 2441
    Read Count: 146
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 06/07/2005 - Updated:06/07/2005
  • Do I have to be dead for you to realize I'm alive?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Suicide
    Series: None
    Reviews: 8
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1339
    Read Count: 223
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 05/20/2005 - Updated:05/20/2005
  • Joel's in the hospital for some minor surgery, and Benji is the one taking care of him. Benji has one hell of a way of making the patients feel good!

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 7
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1561
    Read Count: 196
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 04/28/2005 - Updated:04/28/2005
  • What would you do if you were put into a hypothetical situation? *Hot twinsex*

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 25
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1542
    Read Count: 1084
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 04/28/2005 - Updated:04/28/2005
  • Benji is never bored in English. He has a huge crush on his teacher, Mr. Combs. Benji knows that Mr. Combs would never return the feeling. But when a storm strikes and the lights go out, Benji learns who's really the teacher's pet.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Underage Sex
    Series: None
    Reviews: 18
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 3347
    Read Count: 353
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 04/25/2005 - Updated:04/25/2005
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