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Real name: Amber
Member Since: 02/03/2005
Last Login: 06/07/2020
Skin: Revival

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  • I watch as you waltz in to the underground rave, like you own it. Like you're some kinda fucking God or King.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OMC
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: Crossover
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 690
    Read Count: 143
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/18/2007 - Updated:08/18/2007
  • Sequel to "The Darker Side of Touring"


    There I stood, in the middle of the driveway, looking up at the house, the brick two level house, the flowers were in bloom and the lawn was perfectly manicured. It had been six months, and now I'm here, finally confessing my undying love and devotion, and hopefully I could salvage what's left of us.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Crossover
    Warnings: Abuse, Drug Use, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 44
    Completed: No
    Word count: 4043
    Read Count: 1417
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 12/18/2006 - Updated:04/02/2007
  • Not knowing how to handle the death of his fiancee, looking around his house, was a constant reminder of who she was, memories invaded him from their childhood to adulthood.

    Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Death
    Series: None
    Reviews: 5
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 2150
    Read Count: 325
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/31/2006 - Updated:08/31/2006
  • Lying on his deathbed, both going over short lived memories of dares given to/by each other. What happens when a simple dare has fatal outcomes?

    Categories: Het Pairings, Band Centric
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Death
    Series: None
    Reviews: 5
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1887
    Read Count: 173
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/26/2006 - Updated:08/26/2006
  • I knew Benji didn’t feel that way for me and so I did whatever I could to help him work out with her. So I knew all of their problems and guess who told him it was a good idea to marry her? Yep, that’s right: me. Why? Cause he loved her and was happy with her. And I didn’t know for sure if she loved him or not, but even though I thought she didn’t I would never tell Benji that. He was happy thinking everything was perfect so why burst his bubble just to get what I wanted?

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Crossover
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 144
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 31008
    Read Count: 5090
    Chapters: 26
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    Published: 06/21/2005 - Updated:12/18/2005
  • OFC/Benji/Twincest I knew as I stepped through the door, I would have to tell you. The four hardest things I would ever have to tell you. But I can't help this, this is my life and I can't live a lie anymore.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 4
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 888
    Read Count: 183
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 11/28/2005 - Updated:11/28/2005
  • I looked back behind us as we ran through the open snow covered feild, we were trained to be soilders and that we could run 3 miles before our legs start to burn, the cracking of each bullet fired off made me jump and cringe, and that's when I felt the tugging and lose grip of one of my leader, Joel.

    Categories: Band Centric
    Characters: None
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
    Story Type: Alternate Universe, Crossover
    Warnings: Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 11
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 3234
    Read Count: 204
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 06/08/2005 - Updated:08/17/2005
  • We always made a deal, if something ever happened, the other would be right there along with the other, no matter what it was. We were not gonna loose each other.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Suicide
    Series: None
    Reviews: 12
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 597
    Read Count: 299
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 07/18/2005 - Updated:07/18/2005
  • Sequel to Summer Mistakes......I looked up at the grey building. I pulled open the glass door and walked in. I decided to walk up the two flights I had. I finally got there and pulled open my doctor's wooden door. I signed in and took a seat. I grabbed one of the magazines that laid on the table.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Suicide, Self-Harm
    Series: None
    Reviews: 6
    Completed: No
    Word count: 1164
    Read Count: 1223
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 07/15/2005 - Updated:07/18/2005
  • He sat on the old wooden crate inside the old treehouse that stood here for more then 8 years smoking a cigarette, he exhaled the smoke and looked around the backyard of his house. He looked over at the plywood walls that had miscellaneous items taped or tacked to it. It was painted a deep red with yellow trim around the cut out for the windows. This was the place where he first cut himself, lost his virginity, smoked a cigarette and experimented with every drug out there.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Suicide, Self-Harm
    Series: None
    Reviews: 31
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 5260
    Read Count: 608
    Chapters: 6
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    Published: 04/04/2005 - Updated:06/26/2005
  • I walked past the screaming fans and their taunting words into the bus,I prayed he wouldn't follow me but my luck he would.A hand touched my shoulder and I raised my tear stained face and stared into the brown eyes and whispered. "They're right." I was Benji Madden's whore, literally.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Violence, Rape
    Series: None
    Reviews: 959
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 35777
    Read Count: 20857
    Chapters: 34
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    Published: 02/24/2005 - Updated:06/16/2005
  • *Sequel to Forbidden Love*........They're back,Benji and Reagen with their drama,Michael and Robin on a verge of a divorce a week after being married and Joel with a new lover.And of course Matt and Tony Lovato with their wise words of wisdom.

    Categories: Band Centric
    Characters: None
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Violence, Underage Sex
    Series: None
    Reviews: 16
    Completed: No
    Word count: 1231
    Read Count: 261
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 03/24/2005 - Updated:04/04/2005
  • Standalone-----She shut the door and slid down the back of the it, and let the tears of pain and guilt slide down her cheeks. This could not be happening, this was all a dream and any minute she would wake up and he would still be alive

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC, Joel/OFC
    Genres: None
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Suicide
    Series: None
    Reviews: 5
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 528
    Read Count: 126
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 04/04/2005 - Updated:04/04/2005
  • Tony Lovato's ex-step-cousin's Dad marries Benji and Joel Madden's Mom, what happens when you fall for your step-brother who happens to be 11 years old then you?

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Violence, Underage Sex
    Series: None
    Reviews: 102
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 14890
    Read Count: 5314
    Chapters: 21
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    Published: 02/07/2005 - Updated:03/20/2005
  • (Standalone)....."I love you Anna Madden." "I love you Benjamin Madden."He cupped her face with his cold tattooed hand and kissed her lips,he laid his head back down and she laid her head on his chest.His took a deep breathe and with that she didn't feel his chest rise again,he had died right there with her and their unborn child.Tears poured from her eyes and she kissed his blue and cold lips again

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 16
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 650
    Read Count: 170
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 03/16/2005 - Updated:03/16/2005
  • Benji had asked if we should do this,of course I asked why?He had everything going for him.He said cause he loved me and no one was gonna accept that and this was the only way to be fully happy together forever.You're probably asking why not just walk away?Probably cause I would die either way,Benji is my life

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC, Joel/OFC
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Suicide
    Series: None
    Reviews: 5
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 564
    Read Count: 52
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 02/25/2005 - Updated:02/25/2005
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