lostmyname
Real name: Jessica
Member Since: 02/05/2005
Last Login: 12/18/2018
Skin: Revival


Hi, my name is Jessica. I'm a singer/songwriter. As well as an avid fanfiction reader/writer. As time goes on, I've found myself losing interest in Good Charlotte as a band. I pretty much just write Twincest, though if you look down below you'll see a couple OFC and maybe a Billy/OMC lurking somewhere.

So, my Self-pimping recs?

Prostitution Doesn't Pay: AU. Pretty awesome if I can say so myself. I'm quite proud of this story and to anyone that cares- a sequel is in the works... somehwere.

What's Mine: You know as time goes on, that story just gets longer and longer and I think I'm scared to end it. It was my first story I was every proud of and now I read the first 5 chapters and I'm shaking my head and scrunching up my nose. But I'll tell you what... It's definitely worth reading... Not only did my writing improve throught the story, Benji and Joel's character get more developed. In the end, I'm happy to be the author.

The One Word Series: Read it. I love it. If you like angst, Sedated is the place for you. Joel has a mental disorder type of thing and Benji there for him every step of the way. Healing is more about the cute moments and Joel overcoming his demons.

Okay... I'm pround of all of my stories, but those are my fav's.

Other Recs.

Anything by imissmymind. She is an amazing writer- even though she's moved on from writing in this fandom, her stories where amazing. Go read all of her stuff. It's pretty much Twincentric, but the emotions and just UGH! she's amazing.

Adrift's Instability is- amazing. Warning WIP. It's so long, I'm lost count of what chapter she's on. But it's awesome. Every chapter leaves you begging for the next and the way she explains stuff, I dunno. I love her style. Go read her stories.

What would I do with iluvmybenji? Rachel is my best friend in real life and she writes materpieces all the time that go unnoticed. Honestly go read Cancer. Especially if you liked the depression of Sedated, Cancer will certainly hit the spot. Middle Class Trash is pretty cool to. I named it. Go read all her stuff. Her syle is awesome and she has no standards for her writing so everything is really cool and different.

Rachel and I have a couple of stories together. They're the funny ones with all the lines that make you crack up. Honestly, if you're in a shit mood, go really "Bitch Please, Whore is a Compliment" and I don't think depressed could be in your vocabulary. But if it still is, just go read the last chapter of Sedated and while writing that I talked myself out of depression. Enjoy.

Love. Your. Life. PEACE!


So... BrokenLovsucks on AIM...and my email is BrokenLovesucks@yahoo.com easy eh? Later**



Reviews by lostmyname
  • Behind him was thrown a shaking form, Benji was sure whoever it was wasn’t shivering, probably anger or shame. The pale shoulders were bloodied and bare, his back lined with fresh whip marks. His pale brown hair was matted down with sweat and blood and his labored breathing filling the room with a slight sense of dread.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Rape
    Series: None
    Reviews: 218
    Completed: No
    Word count: 61764
    Read Count: 3623
    Chapters: 27
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    Published: 01/19/2005 - Updated:08/03/2006
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 08/06/2005
    can't wait till you get a computer and update again.
  • Categories: Orphan
    Characters: None
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews:
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    Word count: 0
    Read Count: 0
    Chapters: 0
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    Published: 12/31/1969 - Updated:12/31/1969
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 02/05/2005
    Woah...this is really good..you gotta update!
  • I’m sorry I came to find you, that, though you said I didn’t, I cared enough to come find you in the storm. I’m sorry I took your car to search for you in, sorry it’s the one in which they’ll find my dead body. I’m sorry I never got to say goodbye, sorry I can’t make you hold me as my tears add to the death pool… as I die.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 25
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 6643
    Read Count: 996
    Chapters: 4
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    Published: 02/18/2005 - Updated:06/20/2005
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 05/10/2005
    when i saw the end of story...i got all confused...but then i read this thing bellow...i was scared for a good 5 seconds!!! great job! _jess
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 06/25/2005
    really really really really really really really really really rellaly really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really god story -jess
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 06/25/2005
    *good story* I'm such a fuck up
  • To Joel, Benji has disappeared into thin air, immune and gone from everything. To Benji, it’s a much different case… one much too real that could threaten his life and well-being forever.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 161
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 24690
    Read Count: 3699
    Chapters: 18
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    Published: 03/28/2005 - Updated:07/31/2005
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 04/22/2005
    I just read all of this..it was...great...beautiful..if I knew some spanish words i'd throw them in there...loved it -jess
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 05/24/2005
    B-E_A-U-tiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love this story and ur writing aint crappy!
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 07/03/2005
    don't let benji get sent away
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 06/01/2005
    this isnt horrible you just stupid...jk I SWEAR!! I love this story..update soon!
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 06/13/2005
    Woah...i love this story...it was an update and an update is an update. Yeah...post more soon PLEASE!!!! Great job -Jess
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 06/21/2005
    i love your stories so i'm begging you...before you stop writing finish all your stories..i'm sure lots of people agree...awesome chapter..write more soon!!-Jess
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 07/11/2005
    NO! BENJI CAN'T GET TAKEN AWAY!! PLACES LIKE THAT SUCK. THAT MAKE PROBLEMS AND THEN TRY TO FIX THEM ALL WHILE THE PATIENT IS CONFUSED BECAUSE THEY WERE PERFECTLY FINE BEFORE HAND!!!!
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 07/31/2005
    i lovee.this story and ur writing. great job! -Jess
  • Categories: Orphan
    Characters: None
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews:
    Completed: No
    Word count: 0
    Read Count: 0
    Chapters: 0
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    Published: 12/31/1969 - Updated:12/31/1969
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 04/19/2005
    THis is a pretty good story... i like it.. update soon
  • Categories: Orphan
    Characters: None
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews:
    Completed: No
    Word count: 0
    Read Count: 0
    Chapters: 0
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    Published: 12/31/1969 - Updated:12/31/1969
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 04/21/2005
    it looks really really interesting...really good...but i'm so stupid i dont get it...if you update soon there's a chance i'll read it...within a month..(i'm not on much do to parental issues...) -JEss

    Author's Response: Oh, well, most (if not all) of the story should be up within a month. ^^ So don't worry. And don't feel stupid! You're not supposed to understand it yet! Thank you, though.
  • Benji and Joel are separated at age thirteen when Benji gets caught up with the wrong crowd and is taken away. Now, four years later, Benji is back in Joel's life and things couldn't be any worse. Joel considers himself tough, but what happens when he meets his twin, who gives him a taste of his own medicine?

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 83
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 30399
    Read Count: 2253
    Chapters: 17
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    Published: 04/25/2005 - Updated:06/12/2010
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 05/01/2005
    yey...ur changing the ending...I commented on/in LJ and said that you could have done more...even if you don't do more I love/ed this story...so anything you do wwill mak me happy...cuz I get to reread/read this.

    Author's Response: I honestly got sick of the story after awhile and just wanted to get it done and over with. Then after awhile I felt bad because I loved the story and felt like I had ruined it.
  • Benji is a runaway. Though he tries, he can't force himself to severe the last ties of his old life. But when he gets a glimpse into pain and hurt he has left behind, via the internet, can he still stay at bay? Or will what occurs end his ability to stay in the shadows?

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 158
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 21979
    Read Count: 3320
    Chapters: 15
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    Published: 04/29/2005 - Updated:11/16/2005
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 05/03/2005
    This is good...i think it should (make a to be an awesome story)

    Author's Response: Aww, thanks. I hope you like it.
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 05/10/2005
    omg!! i love this story and i just....gahhh....speechles...update soon!!!
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 05/12/2005
    OMG I loved this story...can't wait for the drama shit...loved it!!!
  • Reviewed by: lostmyname on 06/01/2005
    good chapter...heh....great chapter...good luck with exams...
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