I swear my heart is breaking bit by painful fucking bit reading this. It's beautifully written, all the heartache and emotion. It sort of reminds me of something my Grandpa told me... "You have to stay alive to see what worse could possibly happen." Oh, um... the little info on Borderline Personality Disorder, very interesting! I've been diagnosed as Bi-polar and for a long time when I was younger they thought I was schizophrenic, I've been on so many different medications I've developed a phobia of swallowing pills. Anyways, what I'm saying is wherever you guys found that info it matches me perfectly. Just think, you guys may have just helped me figure out what the fuck has been wrong with me, when several psychiatrists couldn't. Wow, twincest really is the answer to my all my problems. Love. Please update soon!