• He only had one plant. Living just wasn’t his best friend and not even the cactus seemed to make it through another day. Life was at odds with him and God only made it harder with letting his heart beat while his soul was lost in a world no one had access to.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Joel
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 3
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1603
    Read Count: 162
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 06/20/2007 - Updated:06/20/2007
  • Your in a different world. Human's are a rarity and twins are forbidden. You live in a Village where people hate your kind and have killed you off. Your in the last family left of humans. And you have a twin... What happens when someone finds out...

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Horror, Suspense
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 16
    Completed: No
    Word count: 8072
    Read Count: 478
    Chapters: 4
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    Published: 08/04/2005 - Updated:06/09/2007
  • Convicted of murder, Benji pleads his innocence. In the eyes of the state, the jury, and even his own twin, however, he deserves twenty-five to life. How does Joel react when his brother's innocence is proven and he's forced to face the fact that he was horribly wrong?

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 59
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 8158
    Read Count: 2377
    Chapters: 6
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    Published: 10/09/2006 - Updated:06/09/2007
  • Joel's gotten a little big-headed over the years... When he gets all the glory and fame, the rest of the bandmates fear that Joel is being a bit too cocky.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Joel
    Genres: Romance
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2722
    Read Count: 502
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 05/09/2007 - Updated:06/07/2007
  • Benji is going through a relapse of Schizoaffective Disorder. Songfic of I'm Down.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 0
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 741
    Read Count: 167
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 05/30/2007 - Updated:05/30/2007
  • "There are always the big bads in town. For mine, it was the Maddens..." This story is completely AU. It is told from Joel's POV and the twins are not related.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 10
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2723
    Read Count: 645
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 04/20/2007 - Updated:05/18/2007
  • It was never my plan to take the plunge, though I don’t think any addict makes the decision consciously. It’s a step-by-step program, much like recovery, though everyone knows it’s easier to get into it than out. Everyone knows that once you climb up the ladder, isolated and afraid on the diving board, it’s so much more difficult to get back down. The ground seems miles beneath you and the fear pounds away at your insides, threatening to break you into a million pieces if you trip.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Drug Use
    Series: None
    Reviews: 5
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 2132
    Read Count: 164
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 04/21/2007 - Updated:04/21/2007
  • Joel’s mind wandered back to his conversation with Dr. Manner. “If you can overcome Nina, then you can overcome everything else.” He smiled inside. He was going to overcome Nina. Nothing anyone said or did could stop him, not even Nina, herself.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 1
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1634
    Read Count: 136
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 04/01/2007 - Updated:04/01/2007
  • Without her, he had no reason to live. He didn't know how to let her go. [Companion to Breathless]

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji
    Genres: Drama, Tragedy
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 5
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1562
    Read Count: 318
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 03/24/2007 - Updated:03/25/2007
  • Although he remains strong on the outside, his inside shows his true colors. Dull, faded, and lifeless. Everyday he follows the same routine. And everyday as he steps inside his broken home just as the sun is setting and stars began to fill the sky, he sighs as he falls back on his bed, studying a ceiling that has been looked over and contemplated far more times than it should.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Self-Harm
    Series: None
    Reviews: 16
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 3977
    Read Count: 921
    Chapters: 4
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    Published: 04/18/2005 - Updated:02/07/2007
  • Billy closed in on the mirror, trying to get a closer look at his extraordinary eyes.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Billy
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 4
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 553
    Read Count: 130
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 01/26/2007 - Updated:01/26/2007
  • At age seven, Joel is abducted, taken away from his home forever. At age seventeen, he’s on top of the world, a popular jock who gets everything he wants, courtesy of his rich parents. But he isn’t happy. What happens when the past he’s denied existing comes back to smash his perfect life into pieces? And when he finds the twin that he had convinced himself was just a figment of his imagination, can he deal? Or will the horrible impairment Benji faces prove too much for him to handle?

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 131
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 14140
    Read Count: 3663
    Chapters: 11
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    Published: 08/14/2005 - Updated:01/18/2007
  • She's irreplaceable.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Death
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 651
    Read Count: 166
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 01/15/2007 - Updated:01/15/2007
  • “Then why are you here, Joel?” The doctor inquired, lightly furrowing his eyebrows together. A smile spread across Joel’s face as he shook his head.


    “Why am I here? Oh, that’s a simple question with a simple answer.” Joel nodded.


    Dr. Winger stared, “And what is that simple answer, Joel?”

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 5
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 890
    Read Count: 337
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 01/14/2007 - Updated:01/14/2007
  • His eyelids fluttered open. The room around him softly came back into focus. The white walls we’re blinding and his bloodshot eyes didn’t want to deal. His memories were killing him. He rested a useless hand on his swollen cheek, as his thoughts consumed him once more.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Death, Drug Use, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 0
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1852
    Read Count: 135
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 01/06/2007 - Updated:01/07/2007
  • Enter the life of two sisters with a not-so-sweet past. A drunkard father, a brother who is never there, and a mom they haven't seen in a year. But that's about to change...

    Categories: Het Pairings, Person Centric
    Characters: Benji/OFC, Billy
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse
    Series: None
    Reviews: 7
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2991
    Read Count: 439
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 01/02/2007 - Updated:01/05/2007
  • Life. Have you ever taken the time to actually think about what it means? To live is to see the blessing given to you and to cherish them forever. Living is knowing how lucky you are to be alive. Never forget just how important life is.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 11
    Completed: No
    Word count: 3422
    Read Count: 265
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 12/17/2005 - Updated:12/26/2006
  • Benji watched as his brother’s star rose. He watched from the ground; the sky was an unforeseeable fame, its limits seemingly endless. In his heart he knew that he could go so far, be so high, but he never really got too far off the ground. He sputtered and faded. Joel didn’t.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Drug Use
    Series: None
    Reviews: 14
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2770
    Read Count: 524
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 08/17/2006 - Updated:12/26/2006
  • When Benji plays Santa at a department store, he meets a certain four year old girl named Noel who only has one wish in the world. As he spends more time with her, he finds that the only thing that he wants to do is make her wish come true. But as Benji learns the hard way, the hardest part of loving is letting go…

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 40
    Completed: No
    Word count: 6427
    Read Count: 693
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 12/11/2005 - Updated:12/23/2006
  • It's all in your head. Going camping with your brother, his girlfriend and yours isn't that bad. What could go wrong? Why are you so worried? It's just like any other trip you've ever been on... or so you hope.

    Categories: Person Centric
    Characters: Benji, Joel
    Genres: Action, Drama, Horror, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 44
    Completed: No
    Word count: 19304
    Read Count: 1466
    Chapters: 11
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    Published: 06/01/2005 - Updated:12/21/2006
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