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Real name: Julie
Member Since: 08/03/2006
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  • Benji Combs is a popular jock; Joel Madden is a broken mute who is picked on by the population for his sexual orientation.

    Joel Madden has been lost and broken ever since a heartbreaking accident. The most unlikely person at Wardolf High, Benji Combs, may be the only one left who can save him, through an ultimate battle of strength and will, before it's too late. BENJIJOEL SLASH

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Death, Rape, Self-Harm, Underage Sex, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 87
    Completed: No
    Word count: 17850
    Read Count: 1855
    Chapters: 7
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    Published: 08/03/2006 - Updated:11/24/2007
  • [One-shot COMPLETE] He doesn’t want to come out, he doesn’t want that cascade of emotion to pound onto his vulnerability, to face his greatest fears of what he knows has happened. JoelBenji SLASH implied rape

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Rape
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 2734
    Read Count: 296
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/17/2006 - Updated:08/18/2006
  • At sixteen, Benji Combs has been dragged into a whirlwind of drugs, resulting in his parents sending him to rehab. When he arrives, he meets some rough-edged adolescents, and finds someone he least expects: Joel Madden. When he starts falling in love with Joel, his confused feelings bring him through an exhausting battle of strength and will that may be too much for him to handle. BenjiJoel Slash. Based on a true story.

    Categories: Band Centric
    Characters: None
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Drug Use, Rape, Self-Harm, Suicide, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 6
    Completed: No
    Word count: 1792
    Read Count: 106
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/03/2006 - Updated:08/03/2006
  • It's September 11, 2001. Benji is at his own house while Joel is at the World Trade Towers. Benji comes to the realization that he and Joel will not be together forever. One-shot songfic to Snow Patrol's Run.

    Categories: Band Centric
    Characters: None
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Death
    Series: None
    Reviews: 12
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 2362
    Read Count: 152
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/03/2006 - Updated:08/03/2006
  • [How could he though? Three years lost couldn’t fix themselves so easily. The memories that still screamed, trapped inside of him, and he couldn’t open up and let them out. After all, he was the one that’d left. He was the one who’d kept walking and hadn’t turned to stop and remember. He’d walked, selfishly, oblivious to all of those who had needed him, who had asked him to stop and come back. He’d laughed and pushed them away, and now, three years later, when he was finally tired and needed help—that was when he went to fall back on those tainted promises, those lost words. If only those words were ready to take him back in... He shouldn’t be here, he shouldn’t be asking for help, he shouldn’t be begging... He knew it, but he couldn’t help it. He was so lost and pathetic, wallowing in those bittersweet moments of years past. He hadn’t allowed himself to move on.]

    Benji comes back to Joel for help, but will Joel give it to him? Songfic to Wounded by Good Charlotte.

    Categories: Band Centric
    Characters: None
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Drug Use
    Series: None
    Reviews: 4
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 2349
    Read Count: 167
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/03/2006 - Updated:08/03/2006
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