Regret My Dear
Real name: Bethany Brooke
Member Since: 01/17/2005
Last Login: Unavailable
Skin: Revival

Gone on hiatus, be back soon.



Pretty Picture
I painted a pretty picture
My paintbrush was a knife
I painted a pretty picture and it finally took my life

I colored a pretty picture
It's distorted and erratic
I colored a pretty picture
I colored it on my wrists
I colored a pretty picture
I colored it with blood

I painted my pretty picture
Because I thought nobody cared
But I was wrong, so very wrong
They wanted me to open up
It was my who couldn't share

I regret my pretty picture
That I hung up in shame
I regret my pretty picture
Because I knew it would leave a stain.
And to you my friends I'm sorry, I made you feel this pain..

My friend, if you learn nothing from my mistake
Remember this when life's problems seem unbearable to shake:
When life gets you down, hold off on painting your pretty picture
Enough to think and look around
See? These people love you dearly
With all their hearts and souls
See? Your blinded by your pain
But in the end you'll see it clearly
That your friends will be the only things that keep you sane
And without you things aren't quite the same. -Beth






Validator?:Yes
Mixtape:Known as "Beth" I'm also a mod there.
Beta?:No
Myspace: Click
I'm formerly known as Nautical Star

Don't expect TST to be updated. I've run out of creativity - no, you can not finish it for me, all my works are mine.

Neither will PAC, for the same reason, don't review it - it's shoddy work.



  • Eww. Little 14 year old whore who thinks she's a senior at some unknown high school in California, that has a huge envy problem with Hilary Duff. And that hasn't gone through puberty because she writes really bad sex scenes, and I have a hunch that the 14 year-old is a copy of the author. Hmm.

    Categories: MSTs (deprecated)
    Characters: None
    Genres: Horror
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Underage Sex
    Series: None
    Reviews: 9
    Completed: No
    Word count: 1371
    Read Count: 468
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 04/21/2007 - Updated:04/21/2007
  • Finally he came into my view, his black hair falling around his angel face. The room was OCD clean, everything was in its place the black and white theme of the room made me dizzy, everything exactly black and white, devoid of any color; the bed, which was a deep crimson brought the only color to the room besides the green leaves on a few long-stemmed, white roses in a white vase on a black piano.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Billy/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Horror, Romance, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Death
    Series: None
    Reviews: 4
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2037
    Read Count: 78
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 09/30/2006 - Updated:10/13/2006
  • Tell me something - does God forgive murderers?

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Billy/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Death
    Series: None
    Reviews: 0
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 895
    Read Count: 77
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 09/15/2006 - Updated:09/15/2006
  • I think you get it. Bad stories, bad grammar and spelling, so painfully hard to read you just want to... MST them?

    Categories: MSTs (deprecated)
    Characters: None
    Genres: Comedy
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 53
    Completed: No
    Word count: 11336
    Read Count: 685
    Chapters: 8
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    Published: 05/18/2005 - Updated:08/11/2006
  • He lead her over to the bed and my eyes followed. He got on top of her, his tongue nipping and suck hard on her neck, she moaned and screamed a great deal, a sign for him to continue. Then, he stopped altogether and laid his head next to hers and whispered, "Going down" in his lust filled English accent. He traced circles down her skin with his tongue, and I watched, sat there and watched him pleasure her body, letting her screams and moans of pleasure fill my ears. I pretend, the I was making those noises come from her, every time he thrust into her, I imaged I was doing it to her.

    This isn't the first time I've watched them do this, I've watched them many times before... I have an obsession but I wouldn't call it sick. Billy/OFC/OMC

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: None
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Death, Self-Harm, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2019
    Read Count: 65
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 08/06/2006 - Updated:08/06/2006
  • How had this all happened? I guess it was because I couldn't take anymore. I loved my brother, more than anything - it's just too bad they couldn't see past the outter appearance.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Death, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 8
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 669
    Read Count: 460
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/04/2006 - Updated:08/04/2006
  • Tears are feelings we can't say, tears mean that you care, tears are mixed emotions, tears are more than tears.He took in her life less body, yes, he saw what she had done. Her wrists were torn open and bleeding. He could not see the actual wounds, for they were wrapped in gauze to prevent further bleeding, but the blood stains, that he could see.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Billy/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Suicide, Self-Harm
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1875
    Read Count: 91
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 11/05/2005 - Updated:11/05/2005
  • So, why am I still here? He looked out at the mosh pit of people, but they all blurred together. No one cares at all who the drummer is, what he does...I might as well be dead. He swallowed and started to play the drums to Mountain all by himself. No one knew it, but they were hard drum riffs, difficult to play. But no, everyone only heard Joel singing, Benji playing guitar...

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Chris/OFC
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 10
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 2951
    Read Count: 45
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 10/26/2005 - Updated:10/26/2005
  • "Oh good." He said into her ear, his breath warming the one spot on her neck. She quivered slightly as the wind blew a little faster, rushing her coat around the both of them. Her body tingled.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Billy/OFC
    Genres: Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 10
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1341
    Read Count: 122
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 10/19/2005 - Updated:10/19/2005
  • Why has he started this cruel, cold-hearted game of death? Why had he chosen to do this? Revenge? Or was it something more. Was he trying to make Billy, Notice him? By killing the closest things he has? And just so he could get attention? Only a sick, twisted person would do that. Or was he trying to make him realize something more?

    Categories: Band Centric
    Characters: None
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Horror, Suspense, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 14
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1868
    Read Count: 40
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 10/16/2005 - Updated:10/16/2005
  • Shauna hangs out with a bunch of guys in a band....more they hangout with her. They make her laugh, smile, sad,mad, think,and question; But most important: they make her belong. That's all a friends suppose to be, right? So Why is she so distant? She has friends that love her to death....Literally. The students at La Plata High aren't the pinicole of niciness and neithier are the teachers, How much can she take before she bleeds? Gone on Hiatus, do to uncreativty at this time. . . Will be back soon. Reviews are still welcome.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Billy/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Self-Harm
    Series: None
    Reviews: 22
    Completed: No
    Word count: 5053
    Read Count: 337
    Chapters: 6
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    Published: 01/20/2005 - Updated:03/10/2005
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