• "Lennon," Benji finally spoke as he took a small step forward, blinking the tears to finally fall. He tried to take his next step, but looked like he had hit a brick wall. Something invisible was holding him from being near me. And, something was holding me from being near him. He sighed loudly, nodding once before he spoke again. "You're keeping me from you. You did this. I love you."

    "Wha- Benji? What's happening?" I almost yelled towards him. The breeze that had been barely whisping by had picked up to what felt like tornadic winds. As if he were made of old stone, Benji's body started to crumble. The last to burst into rubble was his beautiful, angelic, face; his lips mouthed a silent 'I love you,' once more and then landed in a heaping pile on the ground along with the rest of what he'd become.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Mystery, Romance, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Death, Drug Use, Self-Harm, Suicide
    Series: Through Hell and High Water
    Reviews: 14
    Completed: No
    Word count: 4752
    Read Count: 183
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 08/22/2013 - Updated:09/08/2013
  • They were best friends... or was it more than friends? Kate and Joel had never taken the time to really figure out their relationship. At least, not until it was supposed to be over.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Joel/OFC
    Genres: Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 14
    Completed: No
    Word count: 14595
    Read Count: 1021
    Chapters: 7
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    Published: 03/29/2011 - Updated:09/08/2013

  • There's all sorts of songs about growing up in a small town. How great it is to know everyone, and how much people love to know you. I have a question for these people. Are you dumb? Do you realize that celebrities have more privacy than you do? We all have our own lives, and our own stories- But, are they really ours? Is it possible, in a town such as Waldorf, to have- really anything that belongs to you and only you?


    Hi, my name is Lennon Harper-leigh Gage, and I'll be the first to tell you that, in this town, nothing is yours. Your relationships, your home life, your friendships, your fights- none of them are solely yours. None. Of. Them.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Romance, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: Through Hell and High Water
    Reviews: 64
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 49852
    Read Count: 2061
    Chapters: 23
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    Published: 04/29/2013 - Updated:08/21/2013
  • Jesse meets Benji when he takes her to the hospital after being abused and raped. 

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Rape, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 1
    Completed: No
    Word count: 4061
    Read Count: 211
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 08/07/2013 - Updated:08/21/2013
  • Benji and Jordynne have been best friends for five years. Sexually active together for four years. Watch how they deal with their lives together as new problems arise causing issue and issue.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 0
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2816
    Read Count: 24
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 08/19/2013 - Updated:08/21/2013
  • Liz looses her child and Benji happens to be sitting at a restaurant where the little girl sees him. He meets the mother and finds her kids are attatched to him. Will he take them under his wing, or will he push them away?

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Romance
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 0
    Completed: No
    Word count: 8720
    Read Count: 123
    Chapters: 4
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    Published: 07/29/2013 - Updated:08/15/2013
  • I sighed as I looked at him. He looked so sad just staring back at me in disbelief.

    "I just can't figure out what I'm missing... what I need."

    He shook his head and shrugged- defeated, "You need a life you love and a place to keep you. You say that this is it. That
    I'm it. Are you sure?"

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Erotica, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse
    Series: None
    Reviews: 14
    Completed: No
    Word count: 9675
    Read Count: 400
    Chapters: 5
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    Published: 07/06/2013 - Updated:08/07/2013
  • They do it all backwards. Nothing is the way it's supposed to be.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: None
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 11
    Completed: No
    Word count: 13411
    Read Count: 322
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 07/06/2013 - Updated:07/31/2013
  • A med student. Lingerie. An honest living. A broken heart.

    A guitarist. An easy life. Money. Girls. No worries. No responsibilities.

    He left her but she never left him. You can't erase the past.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Drug Use, Rape, Self-Harm, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 121
    Completed: No
    Word count: 43212
    Read Count: 5984
    Chapters: 16
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    Published: 11/29/2008 - Updated:07/29/2013
  • "We never had a good definition of what we were. We were neighbors and friends at some point, but then everything turned into a mess."

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: None
    Genres: Erotica, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 11
    Completed: No
    Word count: 26985
    Read Count: 267
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 06/17/2013 - Updated:07/28/2013
  • Kacey moves to California after her boyfriend of almost six years dumps her. She meets Benji and they instantly become friends. 

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Romance
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 1
    Completed: No
    Word count: 3072
    Read Count: 64
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 07/06/2013 - Updated:07/24/2013
  • Gin Dechio feels trapped and bored by the roles she has to play in life. When her parents divorce and she moves with her mom to Waldorf, Maryland, she meets Joel Madden, who is the only person who she feels she can be herself with and who helps keep herself together. But Joel doesn’t fit in with her friends and she must keep her friendship with him a secret in order to stay in her social group. Then Joel becomes famous and Gin must figure out a way to keep Joel in her life or else end up left behind.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Joel/OFC
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: High School
    Warnings: Drug Use
    Series: None
    Reviews: 0
    Completed: No
    Word count: 3648
    Read Count: 39
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 07/21/2013 - Updated:07/21/2013
  • I work in a bar, I live with my friends, I'm pretty darn content or I was until he walked into my life and turned everything upside down. Now I don't know which way is up or if I'll ever get to be that content again, I guess only time will tell. Time and a couple of jaeger bombs between friends.

    Categories: Person Centric, Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Comedy, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: Future Fic, High School
    Warnings: Drug Use, Self-Harm, Suicide
    Series: None
    Reviews: 0
    Completed: No
    Word count: 1378
    Read Count: 25
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 06/28/2013 - Updated:06/29/2013
  • some day you'll know just how it feels / shattered, cast aside, stripped of your pride / like you were never nothing special / made to feel like another spoke in the wheel

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Comedy, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 15
    Completed: No
    Word count: 74688
    Read Count: 1236
    Chapters: 9
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    Published: 01/11/2013 - Updated:06/25/2013
  • Saying goodbye is so hard, but it's an inevitability of life.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Angst
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 4
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1916
    Read Count: 173
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 06/25/2013 - Updated:06/25/2013
  • Murphy's law is an adage or epigram that is typically stated as: "Anything that can go wrong will go wrong".

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC, Joel/OFC
    Genres: Comedy, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 9
    Completed: No
    Word count: 26405
    Read Count: 1298
    Chapters: 10
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    Published: 02/21/2013 - Updated:06/18/2013

  • Hayden was full of secrets. Her life revolved around keeping the things that had happened to her a secret. The kind that you swear you'll take to your grave and never tell another soul about. She never let them out, even with a gun held to her head. She isn't your average teenage girl, and nothing about her life was anywhere near average. But, she was okay with that. The life that her father had raised her in was normal to her. But what happens when her world is flipped upside down? Murder, drugs, and a life on the run consumes Hayden until she meets Dean, the first loving, caring, pure soul she has ever encountered. Can she keep her secrets as she had planned and keep her past behind her all the while building some kind of a relationship with Dean? Or will she crash and burn and ruin everything?

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Dean/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Romance, Tragedy
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Death, Drug Use, Rape, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: No
    Word count: 1707
    Read Count: 10
    Chapters: 1
    📘 🚩
    Published: 06/07/2013 - Updated:06/07/2013
  • I looked next to me and notice the same smile that caught my eye before. My heart stopped. It just stopped beating. And for the first time in my life, I had that feeling. You know, like the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, all inside you, and you're floating, and the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person's eyes. Some invisible physical force connects them to yours, and they hold you fast while the rest of the world swirls and twirls and falls completely away.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC
    Genres: Comedy, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 7
    Completed: No
    Word count: 3814
    Read Count: 377
    Chapters: 3
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    Published: 03/23/2010 - Updated:05/31/2013
  • McKala Oliver and Joel Combs quickly become Waldorf, Maryland's hottest couple after a chance meeting. Their romance heats up rapidly, and everyone can see they're destined for life. What no one could have seen coming was their relationship fizzling and dying. Years later, they run into each other---literally. Can they rekindle their lost love, or are some things better left in the past?

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Joel/OFC
    Genres: Drama, Romance
    Story Type: High School
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 8541
    Read Count: 1185
    Chapters: 16
    📘 🚩
    Published: 03/10/2013 - Updated:04/30/2013
  • That smile. It had faded so quickly while it was I who tried to bring it on. What is it about her that makes him so happy? Better yet, what is it about me that makes him so bitter? No. What is it about us that's so wrong? Maybe it's him. Maybe it's just me. Maybe it was Memphis.

    Categories: Het Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OFC, Joel/OFC
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Drug Use, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 22
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 45060
    Read Count: 1503
    Chapters: 25
    📘 🚩
    Published: 03/07/2013 - Updated:04/17/2013
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