• Bless me father, for I have sinned.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Billy/Joel
    Genres: Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Underage Sex
    Series: None
    Reviews: 58
    Completed: No
    Word count: 24094
    Read Count: 2269
    Chapters: 16
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    Published: 04/19/2005 - Updated:12/29/2010
  • The Headlines read 'A lover Died. No telltale heart was left to find...'

    And now, as i think back to that valentine's day, years ago...I realise that HE loved me too much to let me go...

    Reviews: 4
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1084
    Read Count: 43
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 12/27/2010 - Updated:12/27/2010
  • “In the bathroom…I do coke in the bathroom…like, every night pretty much. The other night though, I bought some heroin…shot up, passed out in the bathroom. Can’t really remember much. I just remember crying a lot. And…and I could feel him…his hands.”

    Joel went from being the happiest guy in the world to a drug addicted mess. But no one knows what's wrong with him, and he never gets much further than babbling about 'hands.' Will anyone ever be able to help him or will he be miserable forever?

    Categories: Slash Pairings, Band Centric
    Characters: Joel/OMC
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Drug Use, Rape, Self-Harm, Torture, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 17
    Completed: No
    Word count: 4801
    Read Count: 521
    Chapters: 5
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    Published: 12/25/2009 - Updated:12/20/2010
  • Benji, Joel, Billy, Paul, and Steve were all good friends when they were younger until Billy had to move away. Now 6 years later Billy is 14 and starting high school. Things happen through out his high school days that he never thought would happen, like seeing people he never thought he would see again.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Billy/Joel
    Genres: Drama, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: MPreg
    Series: None
    Reviews: 28
    Completed: No
    Word count: 36039
    Read Count: 2466
    Chapters: 14
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    Published: 12/21/2007 - Updated:11/25/2010
  • A body has been found inside what used to be a rangers station in the woods just outside Waldorf. [Complete re-write of a story I had posted before.]

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Joel/OMC
    Genres: Drama, Tragedy
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Abuse, Death, Rape, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 961
    Read Count: 83
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 10/12/2010 - Updated:10/12/2010
  • "It’s not his fault but I can’t control this anger towards him just like I can’t control my love for him. Every time he joked around, when he smiled at me, when he held me – it hurt me. He wanted the old times but there was no going back. I was angry that he couldn’t see that, that he couldn’t see that my love is as strong as the day I meet him."
    Going on tour with your ex, the love of your life, is it a good idea? It's a choice Tony might regret for the rest of his life.
    BENJI/TONY

    Change the title from 'Like Always' to 'Blindfolded Hearts' - I just realized that it fitted better

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OMC
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
    Story Type: Crossover
    Warnings: Abuse, Drug Use, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 22
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 23843
    Read Count: 1267
    Chapters: 8
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    Published: 03/15/2010 - Updated:07/14/2010
  • This was an unfinished chapter of an unfinished story written about 6 years ago. Added to the site for archiving purposes :)

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: None
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 1
    Completed: No
    Word count: 1120
    Read Count: 165
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 06/13/2010 - Updated:06/13/2010
  • Lately, he likes him more than he should. Can he accept these forbidden feelings? And what happens when such are exposed? Will things ever be the same again? Joel goes through the trials of loving his twin... as more than a brother.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 7
    Completed: No
    Word count: 35957
    Read Count: 1460
    Chapters: 19
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    Published: 07/30/2007 - Updated:06/13/2010
  • Alternate Universe fic: Joel moves in with "Ben" and the two form a friendship... and maybe more?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Romance
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 1
    Completed: No
    Word count: 2314
    Read Count: 101
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 06/12/2010 - Updated:06/12/2010
  • I couldn't believe this was the first time I was seeing him in two years, and I was staring at his headstone. [Tony/Benji]

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/OMC
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Supernatural, Suspense
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: Death, Drug Use
    Series: None
    Reviews: 24
    Completed: No
    Word count: 12976
    Read Count: 604
    Chapters: 5
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    Published: 05/06/2010 - Updated:05/29/2010
  • After losing both his parents, Joel Madden is taken in by his cousin Benjamin Combs.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Tragedy
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Death, Underage Sex
    Series: None
    Reviews: 9
    Completed: No
    Word count: 6047
    Read Count: 225
    Chapters: 2
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    Published: 03/10/2010 - Updated:05/06/2010
  • Title : Five Is Just Right
    Pairings : Billy/Benji/Joel/Tony/Matt
    Rating : NC17
    Summary : 1 person - lonely, 2 people - boring, 3 people - Sounds like FUN, 4 people - OOH exciting, 5 people - DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME!..... or maybe you should.
    Description : 5 drunk, horny boys, an empty bottle, truth or dare, and another case of beer. Oh, what will happen next?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: None
    Genres: Comedy, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 7
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 2203
    Read Count: 166
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 05/02/2010 - Updated:05/02/2010
  • "I tried to draw something beautiful but it was hard for me to see beauty in this world – until I saw you walking down the street. You were talking on your cell and holding a beautiful flower."

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Billy/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 2
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 1467
    Read Count: 215
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 03/16/2010 - Updated:03/25/2010
  • Joel's finally taken a step outside. The sun is bright, the birds are chirping. It's absolutely beautiful. So how come he still feels broken?

    Sequel to Sedated.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: One Word
    Reviews: 73
    Completed: No
    Word count: 17029
    Read Count: 3265
    Chapters: 18
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    Published: 09/07/2007 - Updated:02/14/2010
  • Billy is left stranded by his fiance in the middle of no where. Benji is the one that saves him. Not only from being deserted, but also from himself. Benji's a truck driver, but not your typical one. Can Billy save Benji from the life he thinks is normal?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Billy
    Genres: Drama, Romance
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 9
    Completed: No
    Word count: 16239
    Read Count: 1411
    Chapters: 9
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    Published: 08/01/2007 - Updated:02/13/2010
  • What if Benji and Joel we're cheerleaders?
    Dare I say more?

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Comedy, Drama, Fantasy, Romance
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 36
    Completed: No
    Word count: 15713
    Read Count: 835
    Chapters: 7
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    Published: 09/13/2008 - Updated:02/12/2010
  • Billy just really doesn't like the taste. But after this he may have changed his mind.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Billy
    Genres: Romance
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 3
    Completed: Yes
    Word count: 885
    Read Count: 92
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 01/28/2010 - Updated:01/30/2010
  • Three years ago he would have never believed that his life could have been like this. And why would he? How could he fathom such things? He had only been a child himself, thirteen and in seventh grade he was full of innocence and only concerned with skateboarding. He could have never foreseen what a monster his father would become.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Billy
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Abuse, Rape, Self-Harm, Torture, Violence
    Series: None
    Reviews: 1
    Completed: No
    Word count: 993
    Read Count: 85
    Chapters: 1
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    Published: 11/02/2009 - Updated:11/03/2009
  • Benj and Joel break up. Joel leaves and becomes famous. Joel comes back months later. Benji isn't doing good.

    Joel thought it was over... but its not.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: Benji/Joel
    Genres: Angst, Drama
    Story Type: None
    Warnings: None
    Series: None
    Reviews: 101
    Completed: No
    Word count: 47259
    Read Count: 9364
    Chapters: 25
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    Published: 10/28/2006 - Updated:10/18/2009
  • A foster kid, a "special case," moves into the Madden household. It's the twins' job to make him feel at home.

    Categories: Slash Pairings
    Characters: None
    Genres: Angst, Romance
    Story Type: Alternate Universe
    Warnings: Abuse, Drug Use, MPreg, Self-Harm, Underage Sex
    Series: None
    Reviews: 33
    Completed: No
    Word count: 12853
    Read Count: 2912
    Chapters: 13
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    Published: 07/09/2009 - Updated:08/11/2009
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